Hacked by the fiance’

Baby i love you more than life itself. You are my entire world. We have been through so much. I cant wait for june 9th to see the most beautiful woman in the world walk down the asile to me, and say i do and call you my wife. i cant wait to start a beautiful family with you. Because if our child looks anything like you it will be the most precious and most amazing beautiful child in the world. Since you came into my life, it has changed for the better. I look forward to every morning because i wake up to you. i look forward to going to sleep because i get to fall asleep with the most amazing woman in my arms. You have brought so much happiness to my life. you are the sun that brightens my day. you give me a reason to live, and the will to keep my head up every day, and keep pushing to stay strong. every day keeps getting more amazing with you in my life and as mine. I am so blessed to be able to call you my fiance’ and soon my wife. You bring out the real me. And i never thought i would have the real me back until i met you and we became an us. You are my rock, my world, my everything, the person i can rely on to build me up when i feel like i have nothing left inside of me..I didnt believe in love till i fell in love with you. You are the reason i believe in love. You have brought so much joy and happiness to my life, that i am so thankful for. I never thought i could feel this strongly about someone. baby i would give my life for you and not think twice about it. You are an angel sent from heaven and i am so beyond happy god sent one of his angels to love me this much and this unconditionally. Without you i wouldnt have made it this far, without you i wouldnt be me, and without you baby i would be a total reck. I miss you the second i have to leave for work or go run errands, or when you leave for work. I miss you like crazy to the point where i get so tempted to just walk out of work just to be with you and have you in my arms because it is that amazing and is the best place in the world. we have such a strong connection in every way two people should have. and the love we have is so rare to find. but its true love. and i never thought a day in my life i would have what we have. because it is the most amazing thing in the world. when we are together making love, or cuddling, or out doing things and spending time together it is so unbelieveably amazing that it feels like we are the only two people. with just a simple touch, kiss or look from you, i know how much you love me and i see and feel the strong connection to the point that i know we are soul mates, and are meant to be together forever. and i cant wait for that. I am so happy that i have you and no one else does. i am so happy you chose me out of everyone else who has tried to get you, or has been in your past. and i promise you right here right now that i will always take care of you, and always do things for you that no one else can. and be the person you fell in love with. when i get off work i always rush to get home to you because i cant wait to see my beautiful fiance’ and hold you and kiss you. and talk about our days. you are always there for me and know how to make my worries, doubts, and pain go away with just a simple touch or kiss. you truely are amazing and sent from heaven. thank you for being all that you are, thank you for loving me unconditionally and giving me a love that no one else has, thank you for believing in me, and supporting me through my crazy dreams, thank you for being there and knowing my heart. you give me a love that is worth believing in. thank you for being the one thing i can count on in my life. thank you for always giving more than you have to give. i love you for everything you do and i want to give you everything you have given me. I want you to know i realize what i have and i am never letting it or you go. and i am never going to let someone try to scoop you up because unlike the others im going to cherish you with all of me. you are so appreciated and loved baby. and i will prove that to you every day of my life till my last breath that you are the only one for me and i will do everything within my power to make you the happiest woman in the world. because you are going to be my wife and you deserve the world and i am going to do what i can to give it to you. you are my lilo to my stitch. my sally to my jack. and i love you more than life itself. and you are my other half. you make up the rest of me, and you are the missing puzzle peice to my life and heart. i love you my beautiful angel and i cant wait to marry you in nine days.

love always
your fiance’ victoria jeannine guffey

I wanted to plunge my hands into his stillness, into that quiet place of death. I wanted to embrace it, confront it, conquer it. I wanted to fill him up with a burning wash of life, and I knew in that moment that I could do it, but only at the price of drinking in some of that still, dark water.

People talk of sorrow as if it is soft, a thing of water and tears. But true sorrow is not soft. True sorrow is a thing of fire, and rock. It burns your heart, crushes your soul under the weight of mountains. It destroys, and even if you keep breathing, keep going, you die. The person you were moments ago dies, dies in the sound of screaming metal and the impact of one bad driver. Gone. Everything solid, everything real is gone. It doesn’t come back. The world is forever fractured, so that you walk on the crust of an earth where you can always feel the heat under you, the press of lava, that is so hot it can burn flesh, melt bone, and the very air is poisonous.